Snow day (or rather, “Cold Day”) number 2 with the littles today!! Honestly, I am as giddy as ever when I see my babies will be home safe with me. Being a former teacher, I have never outgrown the love a good day off from school. I also have the pleasure (and stress) as being a work at home mom.
There I said it. Whew. I think for so long I have been battling with this idea that I don’t really work…and in reality? I really do a lot of work! Simply staying home filled my days with more than enough to do. The laundry, dishes, cooking, cleaning, tidying, tending to, it’s endless, am I right? No matter if you stay home or work outside of the home, being a mom is hard work but someone’s gotta do it, and no one better than you mama.
I think I’ve struggled a little bit with coming to terms with working because I don’t exactly get a paycheck, nor do I get dressed up daily and go clock in somewhere. It’s not the conventional way I used to ‘work’ when I was teaching full time and so I know that internally I had some things to overcome.
Sure I’ve done my fair share of side hustles. I loved getting healthy with Advocare and with that, helping a lot of friends and family find a better way to live their lives as well. Why did I stop? Well, honestly some of the products just didn’t work for me the way that they once used to, or how I would have liked them to. I still believe it’s a great company and I take daily supplements but my heart was not into devoting all the time and effort into that business.
As Bradley began crawling around, I saw the new up and coming jewelry KEEP and got super excited with that! I also felt that pull of needing to be a part of something. I reached out and did a ton of online parties, made some new friends and really had fun. Which lead me to my next little venture with Stella & Dot.
Stella & Dot had been around for awhile and while I truly love love love their accessories, what I didn’t enjoy were doing in person trunk shows. Sure you can still have a great business online, but at the same time as I was rocking with this biz, my husband and I changed the way we were running our real estate company.
Two years ago in March we decided to switch our business model from renting single family homes, to Rent to Own Homes. This has totally changed the game for us, but as with any business, it continues to grow and evolve. We now have ten properties and a lot of book-keeping, marketing, advertising, taking calls, paper work, collecting money from all tenants…the list goes on.
What was once a small hustle, is turning into an empire. My husband still works beyond full time and I refuse to raise Bradley differently than Brooke, in the sense that I don’t want to put him into day care and not be with me. So? Somethings have to give. There is no ‘balance’ so I won’t pretend that I’ve found it nor do I believe one day I will magically feel all zen. But I do believe that as we grow, change and become better versions of ourselves each and every day, we have to say goodbye to old patterns, habits and move forward.
All of my experience in MLMs or Direct Sales, whatever you’d like to call them, not only brought me the BEST of friends—hi guys!!– but also a huge sense of confidence in sales. I now surround myself with other leaders, continue to read the best professional development books and know that when I have my down days, (and oh, do I ever!) It’s always important to pick myself up and keep going. I also learned a ton about social media, how to connect with folks and as always the number one reason why we are on this planet? To help one another.
So I suppose I share all of this because maybe you too feel a shift and want to change. Perhaps there’s something new you’d like to try but maybe feel like you shouldn’t. You are never too old and it’s never too late. I went to school for a very long time; received a Bachelor’s Degree and a Masters Degree. While these may just be pieces of paper to some people, to me I accomplished my goals, lived out some dreams and was able to teach some amazing and beautiful souls throughout my 8 years teaching English. The best part? I will forever have the knowledge I’ve gained, and if I decide to go back ever, I have a NYS certification.
As for now? I will be parting ways come March with my fun little side gig of Stella & Dot. It was sure fun while it lasted, but I feel that it is in my family’s best interest to focus on our family business and help grow what we have started to build. Since realized that time really is the biggest and most precious thing on earth, I really value where I spend it and whom I give it to.
I think I’ve been nervous to admit that I do in fact work, partially because I wanted to be a perfect stay at home mom, making all the meals from scratch or at least semi-homemade. Do all of the cooking, cleaning, organizing, shopping, etc…but if you are a successful person, you already know this: You cannot do it all. With 24 hours in the day, it’s imperative to figure out what needs to get done and what and when to let go of things. (Grocery pickup, I’m looking at you!!)
As far as 24 hours? I saw a quote that said, there’s 24 hours in a day. You deserve 1 hour to do whatever you want with it. Or something like that. Basically, it put me into tears because so often I find myself turning into ‘all work no play’ and then turning into a potato at 8pm and scrolling FB/Insta because I never gave myself one small morsel of the day to spark joy, inspire myself or heal.
I need to write more, so that’s back up at the top of my list. Working out. Spending quality time with the kids and Joe. Dating my husband. Re-establishing and even creating new friendships. Cooking. Building our real estate empire. Playing with our dogs. Being in nature (when it’s not a Polar Vortex!) Yoga. Meditating. Networking with other leaders/girl bosses. Giving back to our community. Reading. Walking. Being.
As I continue to lean into this year, 2019, the year of SIMPLIFYING, as long as this month seemed to be, I could not be more clear or driven on my purpose and reason on this earth. I pray that we are blessed with better health in the coming months and that by Summer time, all these seeds that have been planted, will bloom.
